Buck Angel’s Man With A Pussy Blog

My trip to speak at YALE was so great. The minute I got there the girls from SWAY (SEX WEEK AT YALE) had a car waiting for me at the airport to take to 2 hour drive to CT. Once there the girls met me at the school to show me my private room on campus at the Masters College. Already I was feeling like a king.

It was freezing and thank god I had just bought a new down jkt. Amazing the gym was right next to my room and was fully equiped to give me a killer workout. I was a bit nervous as I was speaking at the Master’s house in front of students and professors.

So after finally having a couple days to rest and feel grounded. It was time to do my talk. Before the talk Master G had me over for a lunch with him and some of the students.I had been getting some threats on my visit to YALE so just to be on the safe side the school had police outside of every event. I just could not believe how I effect people so much they go as far as to threaten me!

After that it was time for the talk and as I walked from the dining room into the living room where it was jammed packed with not one bit of walking room. WOW I was so overwhelmed.

I sat down in front of the students and Master G and I were seated in front in chairs facing everyone. It was basically a very informal story telling time. All eyes on me no time to get shy!!

My talk started with a thank you to Master G and the fellow students for having me at Yale to speak as I was very honored to be there. I had not graduated high school so in all my wildest dreams I would have never thought I would be speaking at Yale.

After the thanks I started with talking about my childhood and how it was not a bad one and that it is important for people to know that I did not come from a bad childhood and thus that is not why I do what I do or who I am. Then I basically went through my whole life story, My drug addiction, suicide attempts, self hatred into becoming the man I am. I think I really made such an impact on people at the talk. They were so attentive and just so interested in my story it was so powerful for me!

Then I showed and episode of BUCKING THE SYSTEM and after opened it up to Q&A. Got all amazing questions from everyone. Then after had people lined up to take pics with me and say thank you.

Later that night I was on a Sex Panel with all the hottest women in porn! Joanna Angel, Tristan Taramino, Madison Young and Sasha Grey. It was moderated by my good friend and editor of Fleshbot Lux Alptrum. The panel discussion was centered around our work and how we are breaking down the norms of waht people think are porn and sexuality and gender. Great panel.

What an amazing life I have:)

Check out some of the other posts made about my trip to YALE. Not everyone thought it was a good idea! But that was why it was so powerful for me to speak there. I have broken down some of the walls and hatred that people have around people like me.

http://www.homo-neurotic.com/2010/02/19/ftm-porn-star-buck-angel-speaks-yale/

http://www.midnightatyale.com/2010/02/more-than-your-average-transsexual-porn.html

http://www.yaledailynews.com/news/university-news/2010/02/15/transgender-porn-star-shares-story/

WOOF!!

Buck

Dear Buck,

I’m pleased to hear of your success in this new dimension of porn.

I am a 26th years old transman of British Asian. I’ve got beige skin. I have done massage and escort work in the past but since my scars and experiencing very long delays on the NHS I haven’t been able to continue my work.

I had my first stage phalloplasty but not my second stage. No balls and still have my pussy.

My doctor has referred me to plastic surgeon regarding the scars on my stomach, but it could take a while.

I am writing to you because I am interested in working in porn with you. Could please let me know if you are interested and, if so, how many trans guys are already working with you?

I have been waiting for a long time for my operation but also would like to get on with my life and this possible opportunity you talk about in your website.

Please feel free to ask me any questions

I am eager to know what direction to take at this point in my life and also if we could be any mutual benefit to each other

Regards,

While in Los Angeles I was asked to the studio of the radio station KPFK to do an interview. The studio has been around since the 40’s so there is so much history there. The show is a GBLT show that airs every Monday night 7-8pm called “I am are you” Here is the link to the show and my interview starts about half way in. But listen to the whole show as it’s great!!

http://archive.kpfk.org/parchive/mp3/kpfk_091130_190030imru.MP3

Off to the Tyra Banks Show I will post that as soon as I return and find out when it will air!

WOOF!!

Buck

Buck Angel’s new series sharing his perspective on gender and sexuality, with the accompaniment of a sign language interpreter. Show #4 Buck talks about Gender Identity and what it means to be a man or a woman.Please visit www.buckangelentertainment.com for more info.

Buck i seen some of your videos on youtube in which the different talk shows you were on i have to say you were truly handsome and very talented i think your smart and creative to me i see you as a gorgeous human being who has the right to do whatever because your the one who is making movies and making it to the top plus your videos are unique meaning they’re sexy and fun to watch i love your tattoos and you have an awesome bod just keep on doing what your doing and someday you can pass your word onto others who want to change in life which brings me to this nobody should think your just a porn star your more than that because you have the ability to open up your own business or even gym i know you can and i believe in you Buck no matter what i support what you do in life please be careful and i hope if your in a relationship that person should treat you with respect and also as a regular human being because you deserve it and i just love your style and charisma man you are so very creative i mean the ideas you come up with for movies and other stuff is awesome.

Your fan
Victor!

P.S. Always stay true cause you are a handsome person who is amazing.

Buck Angel’s new series sharing his perspective on gender and sexuality, with the accompaniment of a sign language interpreter. Show #3 Buck talks about disclosure and coming out.Please visit www.buckangelentertainment.com for more info.

Hi Buck!

I know you probs hear this everyday, but I thought id throw my thanks on the pile.

Pre-transition I wanted to transition very badly, but never thought i would. I thought that as a Transman i would have to get bottom surgery to be “real” and wouldn’t be able to give up likeing to ‘bottom’ every now and again.

When I finally stumbled across your site, I actually might have cried a little. Because I thought, here is someone who has actually done it. Has said this is what I am, fuck you if you don’t like it.
I don’t want to say I never would have started the transition process without seeing your site, but I think I would have started a lot later and been a lot more trepidatious about my future.

Thank you. really. Thank you for putting yourself out there. Your not only educating the world and re-defining gender, but your a lighthouse of sorts helping to guide the next generation of trans folk.
You rock. Thank you.

The ACE Hotel is now streaming my film BUCK OFF at their hotel! Check out the press release and the cool hotel. I feel so honored to be among some of the hottest porn to be showing at this cool hotel! Also below is a list of the films streaming..WOOF!

FAMOUS INTERNATIONAL FAGAZINE BUTT PAIRS UP WITH INNOVATIVE HOTELIER ACE TO BRING MAXIMUM PLEASURE TO THE TRAVELING HOMO

Exciting news! BUTT has curated the selection of pay-per-view gay porn movies at the Ace Hotel New York and Ace Hotel & Swim Club Palm Springs. We were invited by the Ace to create the ideal jerk off experience for the cultured and horny hotel homo. Our staff selected 16 films we love that present a historic timeline of the best that gay porn has to offer, with a spotlight on our personal porno obsessions. The films will launch as part of the Ace’s video-on-demand system on November 1^st, 2009. BUTT will also be co-hosting gay pride weekend at the Ace Hotel & Swim Club in Palm Springs on November 6^th, 7^th, and 8^th 2009. We will be celebrating the BUTT porn program with two screenings of our favorite films from the lineup on Friday and Saturday night.

As enthusiastic international travelers who jet from city to city in search of fascinating fags to interview and beautiful cocks to photograph for BUTT Magazine, we often find ourselves alone and horny in hotel rooms. Sometimes, the only option left for sweet release is delving into the often-disappointing world of hotel gay porn pay-per-view films. If our hotel actually has a selection — many hotel porn systems are owned by religious groups who allow heterosexual porn, but no homo — there’s never a description of what the films are about, and sometimes there isn’t even a picture so you can see who’s in it. When you finally choose a film, you learn it’s just another boring, generic gay porn.

Being longtime connoisseurs of classic gay porn, BUTT was thrilled when the always innovative Ace Hotel approached us to curate a program of amazing gay porn for their adult on-demand service. The names of our favorite directors and actors (many of whom have been featured in BUTT) quickly popped into our heads: Al Parker, Jack Deveau, Joe Gage, Bruce LaBruce, Slava Mogutin, Buck Angel, Latino Fan Club, Arpad Miklos, and Zack Randall. Some of the films chosen include classics like Born To Raise Hell, The Pizza Boy: He Delivers, and Inches, along with newer films like Homopunx, and Men’s Room: Bakersfield Station. There’s something to satisfy every sexual taste – vanilla sex, S&M, black guys, white guys, latino guys, preppies, hairy guys, Europeans, men with pussies, solo-sucking, fisting, and 3-D cumshots! What’s more all of these films are hot and compelling enough to watch until ‘The End.’

This program is part of the Ace Hotel’s initiative to make the in-house on-demand system match the innovative personal aesthetic of the rest of the hotel’s design. Independent cinema from established and up-and coming directors will also be available in the non-porno section of the on-demand system. ‘We see this system as an innovation in guest experience and a way to create a new forum for independent filmmakers,’ says Ace co-owner Alex Calderwood. To our recollection, no other hotel has ever attempted something of it’s kind, or invited anyone to personally curate it’s gay porn films.

We hope you’ll want to enjoy as much of the BUTT-curated program as you can when you’re at the Ace Hotel, but please don’t use all your energy. You never know when that bellboy who’s bringing your room service is gonna suddenly start ripping your clothes off!  It happens! We totally saw it in this porno movie once….

Born To Raise Hell (1975)
A Night At the Adonis (1978)

Al Parker’s Inches (1979)

BUTT Magazine Selects: J.D. Cadinot Shorts Collection

The Bigger The Better (1984)
The Pizza Boy: He Delivers (1986)

A Young Man From Nantucket (1998) and Solosexual (2003)

Hooked on Hispanics (1990)

Skin Gang (1999)

BUTT Magazine Selects: The Best of Michael Lucas

Men’s Room: Bakersfield Station (2004)

Take Em Down (2004)

Buck Off! (2006)

Buck Angel was fast on his way to becoming a big time female supermodel when he decided to change his sex and became a hot cigar smoking daddy. He describes himself as ‘the man with the pussy’ and by his reckoning, he’s the only female-to-male transsexual porn star in the business. He actually looks so much more like a rough and mean daddy top than most ‘macho’ porn stars, despite the fact that he has a fully functioning vagina. In this film Buck eagerly takes on four men of different body types, races, and ages. Featuring a soundtrack from L.A. performance sensation Jer Ber Jones. Check out BUTT 19 at buttmagazine.com to read our interview with Buck from 2007.

Homopunx (2008)
DominicFord.com 3-D Gay Porn: Volume 1

DominicFord.com 3-D Gay Porn: Volume 2

Oh great handsome one,

I’m actually having coffee with a brand new transman and your name came into our conversation. We are wondering how you can  ”market” yourself as the man with a pussy. For my part, I find it very difficult to be a man and tell people I still have some of my originals parts (!!!!!). For many trans guys, having a vagina isn’t something that we will advertise or even feel right about. How does your gay acting partner feel about sex scenes with you ? At some point, do they think that all transmen want to be penetrated or like frontal sex ? Do you feel, that you need to educate them about that ?

I know that you love your work and that you are really proud of all that you have achieved but I think that the trans community would really like that you specify that the way you live your sexuality doesn’t reflect the sexuality of all transmen.

Hope to hear from you soon,

Take care

Many years ago, I was deeply in love with a “straight” guy whom I moved a couple of thousand miles and across about six states to be with, but let’s not go there! Needless to say that he used to tell me he could never get into the “ass-fucking” a guy thing, and the only way he could ever see himself settling down with a guy is if he had a pussy.  And there you have it…I was his best friend and confidante, closer to him than most of the girls he ever screwed. But as long as I had just an ass and a dick, we could never be as “tight” as I wanted to be with him.

But it got me thinking…I had dated a few girls before learning to accept myself as a gay man. I’ve even had sex with a couple. But what would it be like…to be able to have a hot guy for a lover who actually had a pussy? Alas, I would never know what that would feel like…but thanks to you, I now know that it’s possible.

Titan has long been one of my favorite companies. As a writer of stroke fiction and a gay porn movie reviewer, I’ve seen a wide range of stuff. As a video store clerk at a place that sold all kinds of adult vids, I thought I’d seen it all. But that was before I saw the previews to something called CIRQUE NOIR.  Now, I am usually a “vanilla” kind of guy. I like hot, straight-ahead sex with just that little twist of ‘kink’ every now and then. I don’t do the FALLEN ANGEL stuff – leather, live, real-time piercings, fisting, spitting, piss-drinking…none of that is on my menu. And no, I’ve never seen CIRQUE NOIR all the way through, either. But I couldn’t stop thinking about YOU. I knew about MTF and FTM transsexuals, and knew a lot more about MTF’s than their counterparts, mostly because there are MTF videos and movies galore. I mean, some of them even have roles on mainstream entertainment, both in movies and on TV! But before you, the butchest and closest celeb to anything that might be FTM – at least for me – was k.d. Lang, and she’s still physically a woman – as far as I know.

But you are the first, ‘in-ya-face’, straight up FTM I have ever seen who left me with my mouth open, my dick raging hard…and wanting to know more about FTM ‘tranny men.’ It’s spellbinding, confounding…and hot as hell! I think the last time I had a reaction like this was when I first heard “Lola” by The Kinks. You are as revolutionary to the porn world as that song was to rock. There will be many imitators that follow, but only one original.

I hear you about moving out of the United States. It’s my home country, but I don’t think it’s ever been as much of a fucking mess as it is right this minute. As a black man, as a gay man, as a BLACK GAY MAN in an interracial relationship…I often wonder what kind of a future my partner and I will have, if things keep going the way they have been. If I had the money and the resources to get us both the fuck out of here, to move to Amsterdam or Berlin or the Spanish coast or hell…just anywhere but here, I’d do it in a heartbeat.

Right now, I would just settle for the courage to be myself with everyone, and fuck what anybody else thinks. And that’s why I admire you as much for what you have accomplished, as I do for that sizzling hot stud body you’ve built with a little “some’n-some’n” extra.  I will probably be a member of your website by the time you get this, and I am sorry that things are so extreme here in AmeriKKKa right now, that you possibly felt the need to get out just to insure your own personal safety.  I’m sorrier still that because of that, I might never get the chance to meet you in person. But I did want to let you know that if your intention was to educate as well as fascinate and titillate, you have succeeded beyond your wildest dreams…at least with one guy!