Buck Angel’s Man With A Pussy Blog

http://buckangelentertainment.com Buck Angel’s new series in which he shares his perspectives on gender, sexuality, and other topics, with Subtitles for the hearing impaired
In show #7 Buck talks about Intolerance and the effect that his work has on society.
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Today I received this email and wanted to share..

Buck,
I stumbled on your website through a random chain of procrastination related web surfing. I’m sure you get supportive emails all the time from trans folks, but I thought I’d take a moment to let you know that there are us run-of-the-mill “breeders” :-p out there that support you and love what you’re doing. You have more balls than most men I know for putting yourself completely out there and educating people and promoting tolerance. Whether you realize it or not, and whether or not the results are immediately clear or may never be evident to you; you’re planting seeds of tolerance in people’s minds and hearts and you have my utmost respect and pride for that. Keep on keepin on!
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Well last week I was in Edmonton for the Exposure Festival. It was a amazing to say the least. The film I put together for the venue was so well recieved it got two standing ovations. I was blown away.

You know when you are editing a piece for a festival you are always nervous how it will be perceived and so I had to walk away from it becauseI just kept editing it more and more.

Edmonton Queer Arts Fest

I had tons of great press while there as well. Here ar lots of links to the articles..

XTRA

VUE WEEKLY

JACKSON BLOG

EXPOSURE FESTIVAL

SEE MAGAZINE

GAY CALGARY

Just on last thing! Go to Edmonton if you ever have the chance. The people are amazing and a nice change of pace!!

WOOF!!

Buck Angel

Hi Buck!

I know you probs hear this everyday, but I thought id throw my thanks on the pile.

Pre-transition I wanted to transition very badly, but never thought i would. I thought that as a Transman i would have to get bottom surgery to be “real” and wouldn’t be able to give up likeing to ‘bottom’ every now and again.

When I finally stumbled across your site, I actually might have cried a little. Because I thought, here is someone who has actually done it. Has said this is what I am, fuck you if you don’t like it.
I don’t want to say I never would have started the transition process without seeing your site, but I think I would have started a lot later and been a lot more trepidatious about my future.

Thank you. really. Thank you for putting yourself out there. Your not only educating the world and re-defining gender, but your a lighthouse of sorts helping to guide the next generation of trans folk.
You rock. Thank you.

Oh great handsome one,

I’m actually having coffee with a brand new transman and your name came into our conversation. We are wondering how you can  ”market” yourself as the man with a pussy. For my part, I find it very difficult to be a man and tell people I still have some of my originals parts (!!!!!). For many trans guys, having a vagina isn’t something that we will advertise or even feel right about. How does your gay acting partner feel about sex scenes with you ? At some point, do they think that all transmen want to be penetrated or like frontal sex ? Do you feel, that you need to educate them about that ?

I know that you love your work and that you are really proud of all that you have achieved but I think that the trans community would really like that you specify that the way you live your sexuality doesn’t reflect the sexuality of all transmen.

Hope to hear from you soon,

Take care

Smitten Kitten in Minn. invited me to celebrate with them for their 6th bday! They were the very first store in the USA to have the balls to carry my very first DVD. After that we formed a great relationship. They started around the same time that i did and we have seen each other grow leaps and bounds.

My trip started with an early flight from Mexico to be picked up by Clare at the airport. That is always cool when you don’t have to take a cab. Then off to eat and check into my hotel. I rested for about an hour then she picked me up for my first night at the Kitten. I did a talk about my life in the porn business, How I started and some of my background. Then I opened it up to a Q & A. I had a packed house which is always nice. They really support my work there and you can feel it by the great energy people gave off. These are pics from that first night at the shop.

Me Speaking

The Crowd

The next night I did a DVD signing for my new release ULTIMATE FUCKING CLUB it was the world premiere of the film and we showed it while everyone just mingled. I signed lots of DVDs and posters.

My Stuff!

Clare and Alison THE BEST!!

Now I am on day three and non stop between going to the gym with Clare everyday. She was so nice to pick me up and take me. I freak out if I miss the gym..So now it’s saturday night and I have to do my BDSM performance. I had two really great guys show up to perform with me and we practiced only the day of but we all had great energy together it worked out. Alison was nice enogh to use her camera to catch some of it.

Please support my friends at Smitten Kitten

WOOF!!

Buck Angel

I get lots of really cool emails everyday but some stand out more than others. This is a guy who has contacted me regarding my impact on him and wanting to be a porn star like me. The interesting thing is he was born bio male and is now going to Thailand to have his cock removed and a pussy put on so he can be the man he always wanted to be, a man like me.

So I have decided to cast him in a new film. He will be the first bio man with a pussy in porn. I am very excited as I know there are many men who feel like him and I have helped to open that door for them. I think there is a place for this type of man in pron and who better to bring the first man like this to porn but Buck Angel Entertainment.

Below is the email I received from him:

Hello Buck,

I wanted to tell you that you have a great site. Your look is unique and you look to have a successful career in doing this type of work.

I wanted to contact you and just talk briefly for a few moments…

Ever since I was young, I have always been an admirer of the transgendered lifestyle. Recently, (this month) I finally am going to take the plunge. I scheduled to have surgery in Thailand with Dr. Pichet for SRS. I am going to have everything removed below and have have Dr. Pichet create a vagina. The thing is I am going to live as a man…with a pussy. I have everything scheduled for March 20th, 2009. I am looking forward to being “free” down below, but living as a normally do now.

I have been looking at what it would take to generate an income with the type of website and performances you do. I find the lifestyle great and fun to be around.

For the most part I just wanted to tell you that you have been an inspiration.

For the record, I am a college-educated guy with a 4 year university degree in Business Admin. I do okay for salary ($70,000) and currently started a web development company. So, my point is that I have a good head on my shoulder and understand the direction I am going. At 35, this is the change I have needed.

I am attaching a pic so you can see…maybe we will meet some day in this business.

Take care and thank you for listening

Kindest regards

When I was in LA I got contacted by SIRIUS radio to go do a show with Jason Ellis. He really wanted me on his show but I honestly had no idea who he was but as you know I am kind of a media whore and as far as I can see all my crazy self promotion has payed off. I have to do this in order for people to see who I am who might have no idea about me.

So when I got to the studio in West Hollywood which was a far drive from where I was in Long Beach at the Outer Limits Tattoo Studio where Elayne Angel was guest piercing and selling here new book the Piercing Bible. I was ready to go! Funny I remember Jason just looking all crazy at me at first not really knowing how to deal with me..I love that. He was cool but you could see he was so confused. I think he thought I was going to have some kind of”girl” in me.

I sat down and we rapped a bit before the show started then the show starts and he introduces me and we talk about my change and he is just looking me over trying to figure out some part of my body or face or something that female but he can’t. Of course he does comment on my voice and says it sounds gay, Whiche everyone does. But other than that he is very impressed by my body. And believe me that is a huge compliment..Because he is a man’s man believe me!!

He ends up taking calls from some listners and everyone asks the usual questions but then some shmoe calls in telling him off for having me on the show and that I am a fag and so on and anyway Jason is so cool he just tells the guy to get a grip and disconnects him. Then the producer on the break tell sme tons of guys emailed in to defend me. WOW I am telling you that tyhis is so cool and I really think that by putting myself out there these guys get to see that I am just a normal guy like them. Awesome.

Here is a great photo of us and under is what he added on his blog! So cool!!

Ellismate poses with gender-bending porn phenomenon, Buck Angel.

Many many years ago before my sex change and when I was a “female” model I was hired to do a music video for Porno for Pyros and the song was” Cursed female” how perfect is that!!

I have since found this video on line and wanted to share it with you as I think it so cool to see how much I have changed even though I do think I look like a little boy. I have accomplished what my dream was which was to become a man. I really hope you enjoy watching this and maybe even some of you remember this video. Actually it was banned in the USA for a while and when I did it I remember that people on MTV could not believe that I was a “girl” and there was a big up roar about me even then!!

WOOF

Buck Angel

Lately I have been getting many more people from Israel interested in me and my work. It is really cool to see a country in the Middle East have an interest in my work because to be honest I really thought because of it being so religous there is no way they would even allow me to be seen there. But I guess I was wrong. I have been in contact with some people there who would like to have me come and speak and maybe even perform. I also had someone write an article about me and how i have influenced them. I had it translated so I hope you enjoy it. The website and writer are Lee Sever http://www.gogay.co.il/con tent/article.asp?id=7917

Translation from Hebrew

Buck Angel – Porno Star
Buck Angel is the first, most famous and most successful transsexual man in the entire mainstream porn industry. "The moment he came into my life, he became a symbol and banner for gender freedom and the ability to design one’s body and gender in any way I chose."

By Lee Sever
Monday, 23 February 2009

A short biography of Buck
Buck Angel was born with female anatomy, and lived for many years as a woman. In numerous interviews as well as on his official website, he stated that even before he was aware that the possibility existed for a sex-change operation, he felt uncomfortable with his body and gender.
This discomfort increased beyond depression, and found expression in destructive behaviors of alcohol and drug addiction. During the time Buck lived as a woman, he worked as a model, with contracts with two of the largest, best known agencies – Elite Model Management and Z Agency, London. Nevertheless, Buck was unhappy.
The change in Angel’s life came about after he saw a movie about a transsexual man, which was a kind of revelation for Buck. After this, his path to change was clear. He could see that this was the path he had been on his entire life, from childhood and adolescence as a tomboy to an androgynous woman and, finally, as a man. Buck began hormone treatment, and underwent an operation two years later to shape a masculine chest. At the same time, Buck began a painstaking physical training regimen which he currently maintains, to create the body of the man he had always dreamed of being.

A refreshing change in the porn industry
After his change, Buck began to act in porn films, mainly in the fetish genre. But when he realized that there were hardly any porn films featuring transsexual men in the industry in general and on the web in particular, he was determined to bring about a change. This decision led him to build his website in 2003, www.Transexual-Man.com – and: the rest is history. The website was a huge success, and Buck began to see his dream come true: the creation of hot porn which was not an underground movement or a freak show.

Buck is now famous throughout the world, and is considered a star of the industry. He appeared in the "Adventures of Allanah’ Starr’s Big Boob" together with Allanah Starr and Wendy Williams, two transsexual women, in a scene which was the first of its kind in the industry. There had never before been a scene on film featuring a transsexual man with a transsexual woman. Buck was signed by leading companies in the field, and in 2007, was the first transsexual man to be named "Transsexual Performer of the Year" at the AVN awards, the porn industry’s "Oscars," which until then had been awarded only to transsexual women.

Buck was nominated for the same prize in 2008 and again in 2009. In 2009 he was nominated for the Most Outrageous Scene at the AVN prize ceremony for a scene in which he performs with another transsexual man. Buck continues to lead the revolution in the porn industry and advance the status of transsexual men in the world of porn.

Buck and I
Why Buck Angel? As someone who has never been a porn consumer, whose lack of comfort with one’s own body and sexuality stand out so much in my daily life, my chances of being exposed to porn or to Buck Angel were slim indeed. I can’t clearly remember the first time I heard his name, but the moment he came into my life, he became a symbol and a banner for gender freedom and the way to shape my body and gender any way I choose. Buck calls himself "The Man with a Pussy," a definition with tremendous freedom, freedom which I have not dared to take in my present life. In the "rainbow community," the necessity of choosing between "blue" and "pink" remains a permanent trouble for me.

To state the obvious, not every transgender or transsexual man has female anatomy, or chooses the identity that Buck took for himself. To go even further, for at least part of the trans community, this declaration can be taken as disrespectful or arouse dysphoria. But that’s not the situation for me. The combination of Buck’s looks in photos and films along with the interviews in which I heard him speak, give me both tremendous strength and hope, as well.

Buck’s revolutionary identity makes it possible for me to believe that one day, I, too, will be able to create a new identity that suits me, that I will be able to come out of the closet with my masculinity and my femininity and feel comfortable, that I have the possibility of building up a masculine body with all the means at my disposal while still maintaining my self-definition as a femme. That the masculine shirt and binder during the day will easily change into the pink body suit, black stockings, sequined hair elastic and point shoes during my ballet lessons.

Knowing Buck
I have known/been acquainted with "Buck Angel – Porn Star" for a long time. The moment I heard about him, my interest grew, and he became one more source of inspiration in my life. But this is not my only acquaintance with him. Buck’s personality projects so much light and happiness that it gives the feeling that I know him from up close, and not only as the porn star he is. He maintains an official fan site and a frequently-updated personal blog, which allows readers to get to know him better and become acquainted with his daily life. He has been interviewed dozens of times, with no subject a taboo.

To define Buck Angel as merely a porn star, in the best case is imprecise, and in the worst case, denigrates the value of his work, because, for his entire life, Buck Angel has been a groundbreaker in pop culture and in the history of transgenders. He has changed the gender perception of so many people as a transgender star in the porn industry.