Buck Angel’s Man With A Pussy Blog

My trip to speak at YALE was so great. The minute I got there the girls from SWAY (SEX WEEK AT YALE) had a car waiting for me at the airport to take to 2 hour drive to CT. Once there the girls met me at the school to show me my private room on campus at the Masters College. Already I was feeling like a king.

It was freezing and thank god I had just bought a new down jkt. Amazing the gym was right next to my room and was fully equiped to give me a killer workout. I was a bit nervous as I was speaking at the Master’s house in front of students and professors.

So after finally having a couple days to rest and feel grounded. It was time to do my talk. Before the talk Master G had me over for a lunch with him and some of the students.I had been getting some threats on my visit to YALE so just to be on the safe side the school had police outside of every event. I just could not believe how I effect people so much they go as far as to threaten me!

After that it was time for the talk and as I walked from the dining room into the living room where it was jammed packed with not one bit of walking room. WOW I was so overwhelmed.

I sat down in front of the students and Master G and I were seated in front in chairs facing everyone. It was basically a very informal story telling time. All eyes on me no time to get shy!!

My talk started with a thank you to Master G and the fellow students for having me at Yale to speak as I was very honored to be there. I had not graduated high school so in all my wildest dreams I would have never thought I would be speaking at Yale.

After the thanks I started with talking about my childhood and how it was not a bad one and that it is important for people to know that I did not come from a bad childhood and thus that is not why I do what I do or who I am. Then I basically went through my whole life story, My drug addiction, suicide attempts, self hatred into becoming the man I am. I think I really made such an impact on people at the talk. They were so attentive and just so interested in my story it was so powerful for me!

Then I showed and episode of BUCKING THE SYSTEM and after opened it up to Q&A. Got all amazing questions from everyone. Then after had people lined up to take pics with me and say thank you.

Later that night I was on a Sex Panel with all the hottest women in porn! Joanna Angel, Tristan Taramino, Madison Young and Sasha Grey. It was moderated by my good friend and editor of Fleshbot Lux Alptrum. The panel discussion was centered around our work and how we are breaking down the norms of waht people think are porn and sexuality and gender. Great panel.

What an amazing life I have:)

Check out some of the other posts made about my trip to YALE. Not everyone thought it was a good idea! But that was why it was so powerful for me to speak there. I have broken down some of the walls and hatred that people have around people like me.

http://www.homo-neurotic.com/2010/02/19/ftm-porn-star-buck-angel-speaks-yale/

http://www.midnightatyale.com/2010/02/more-than-your-average-transsexual-porn.html

http://www.yaledailynews.com/news/university-news/2010/02/15/transgender-porn-star-shares-story/

WOOF!!

Buck

Today I received this email and wanted to share..

Buck,
I stumbled on your website through a random chain of procrastination related web surfing. I’m sure you get supportive emails all the time from trans folks, but I thought I’d take a moment to let you know that there are us run-of-the-mill “breeders” :-p out there that support you and love what you’re doing. You have more balls than most men I know for putting yourself completely out there and educating people and promoting tolerance. Whether you realize it or not, and whether or not the results are immediately clear or may never be evident to you; you’re planting seeds of tolerance in people’s minds and hearts and you have my utmost respect and pride for that. Keep on keepin on!
N

This is an email I just received on my YouTube account about my Yale visit in the next day.It’s because of emails like this that it makes me so happy that I am going to speak. I often remember when I first started my work the ugly hate mail from the trans man community. So I just see how things have changed so much.

I will be posting daily from Yale( if I make it as it looks like the snow is shutting the east coast down)on my blog with pics!! Ok read the cool email below.

WOOF!!

Buck

Dear Buck,

I am a transguy at Yale. I wanted to say thank you for performing at Yale and tell you how excited I am that you are going to be educating my fellow students. I am a big fan of your work and have showed many friends your website to explain what a transperson after testosterone (and lots of hard work) looks like. I cannot tell you how excited I was to learn that you were coming to Yale!!! I also wanted to let you know how very grateful I am that you are willing to be so open about your sexuality and status as a transman. Your example has helped me to slowly come out to my family and friends and has helped me to see how beautiful my body can one day become.
However, I am very sorry about the comments you recently received from a Yale. I found it particularly disappointing and frustrating that a fellow student would write such hurtful things. Thankfully, those sorts of people are very much the minority at Yale. I am writing in part to let you know that there are many wonderful and accepting people at Yale that have made my college experience a very loving and caring one. I adore my friends and the queer community at Yale and I hope that you have a good time when you visit. Sadly, I will not be able to attend your event because I am abroad at the Yale in London program. I wish I could be there in person Otherwise, I would have been in the front row cheering. I wish I could be there in person, but I made my friends promise to go and give me a play by play of the event. Good luck next week!!!

Last year I had the pleasure of going to Minn. to the shop Smitten Kitten. Everyone there was so amazing and really took great care of me. I don’t post enough about them and how wonderful the shop is.

Today I ran across a cool blog post about my work and also my trip to Yale on the Smitten Kitten blog. When you read it you will see what I am saying about them. Please if you are in the market for some new sex toys or stuff please support Smitten Kitten as they are a small family run shop and these kind of shops are super important. They are community active and just super great people!

WOOF!

Buck

My friends Paulie & Pauline have just finished this new book and I am so honored to be a part of it. Check it out below! WOOF Buck

“Off the Set,” due April 2, is a hardbound book of more than 100 photographs by Paulie & Pauline that explore the off-screen romantic relationships of ten couples who perform in adult films. Includes a foreword by sex educator Tristan Taormino and essays by the stars themselves. Stars in the book include Jesse Jane, Seymore Butts and Mari Possa, Kylie Ireland and Eli Cross, Nicki Hunter, Buck Angel and Madison Young and Kink.com’s James Mogul. Off the Set: Porn Stars and Their Partners

What an amazing trip I had to Athens Greece Porn Film Festival! They showed some really amazing films and you can see the list on their website pornfilmfestival.gr

The show that I performed in was also full of amazing talented people. I had such a blast performing with them all. Here are some really cool behind the scenes of the show photos from Lang who I meet while there. He is from the UK and hung out with me in my dressing room shooting pics.

There were  tons of people at the show on Saturday night when I performed. I had no idea I had so many fans in Greece. I usually do about 500 push ups before I go on stage and do a little ritual of sweating and pumping as it makes me get horney for my show.

My show was the last one after all the other hot sexy performers warmed up the crowd. I drank 3 red bulls which made me get a bit hyped and ready to work that crowd!

Whe  I went on stage to the song “SEX SECRET” The Greeks went crazy. I came out all dressed in my workout gear and slowly stripped to two hot songs. By the time I was fully naked I had them dancing in the aisles. One thing I love to do is play with the crowd specially when they are a bit timid. So I got them going and jumped into the audience to play with them! That is always so much fun. I had some help getting fucked by my dildo and that really got some screams. I have some great video footage that I can’t show public but will be adding to my members section on buckangel.com so check it out.

I also did a TV show while there and we filmed at a tattoo shop. I will be talking about that in my next blog entry as I want to add some of that footage for you to see. I just got an email from the TV crew in Greece saying:” also your show on Greek TV was amazing, you really save so many people and gave courage. On Monday night I spent time with Fotis and we show all the emails they send to him after the show,
tears came on our eyes from people responds. It was amazing!!!!!!!!”

What a great time I had there in Athens.

WOOF!!

Buck Angel

Dear Buck,

I’m pleased to hear of your success in this new dimension of porn.

I am a 26th years old transman of British Asian. I’ve got beige skin. I have done massage and escort work in the past but since my scars and experiencing very long delays on the NHS I haven’t been able to continue my work.

I had my first stage phalloplasty but not my second stage. No balls and still have my pussy.

My doctor has referred me to plastic surgeon regarding the scars on my stomach, but it could take a while.

I am writing to you because I am interested in working in porn with you. Could please let me know if you are interested and, if so, how many trans guys are already working with you?

I have been waiting for a long time for my operation but also would like to get on with my life and this possible opportunity you talk about in your website.

Please feel free to ask me any questions

I am eager to know what direction to take at this point in my life and also if we could be any mutual benefit to each other

Regards,

Buck Angel will be descending on the Yale University Campus February 13-14, 2010, to join some of the brightest minds on the planet for a Master’s Tea!

Sex Week At Yale 2010, an interdisciplinary sex education program designed to pique academia’s interest in sex, intimacy and relationships through interactive events, will be featuring Buck Angel as the keynote speaker of a Master’s Tea (”Buck Angel: Uncensored”), and as a headliner on a panel discussion on race and gender in the adult entertainment industry.

Buck Angel, the award-winning actor, activist, producer, and educator, who is also currently hosting his own weekly mega-hit show BUCKING THE SYSTEM (http://www.youtube.com/buckangelent), considers his upcoming participation in Sex Week At Yale to be a huge honor: “I was blown away when I received the call to be a part of this important event. Sex Week at Yale is a great platform to educate people about sexuality, gender and identity politics. I am very proud to be associated with the nation’s most acclaimed college sex celebration!”

Last year, Sex Week At Yale made great strides, bringing a combination of authors, professors, television personalities, film makers, and celebrities from all over the world to center stage to partake in a week of thought-provoking presentations, performances, discussions, and screenings. Sex Week At Yale 2010 is expected to be the most exciting, educational and mind-opening week yet, with Buck Angel

Happy New Year!!

Wow I can’t believe it’s 2010. What a total trip. I have a great feeling about this year. Already so much happening for me it’s crazy. I am booked all the way to May.

So this year I have been nominated for both the AVN awards and the XBIZ awards. Both have nominated my film ULTIMATE FUCKING CLUB for Best Transsexual Release and I have been nominated for Transsexual Performer of the Year. See this year is already kicking ass.

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Also I am working on a new series that is going to blow everyone away. I am super excited about it. I am not going to let the cat out of the bag just yet but soon as I will be sending out a casting call.

Looking forward to a killer year and thanks to all of you for supporting me through out the years to help me get where I am!! WOOF!!